What are You Fixated On?

Driving off of a bridge into water with my kids in the car. Intruders coming into my house at night to hurt us. Miscarriages. Spinal taps. Tsunamis (this is due to recurring tsunami nightmares I have) Sharks, definitely getting eaten by one. Cancer. Jesus coming back again (just being honest, the idea of the end of [...]

The Non-Decision

Its weird, I know its weird and TMI so I apologize in advance...but I know the date Gideon was conceived.  It was my birthday last year, August 3rd 2013.  Its another little kicker.  I haven't the foggiest clue the day, week, or hardly month my other children were conceived in.  But of course, because the [...]

To A Place of Abundance

For you, O God, tested us; you refined us like silver. You brought us into prison and laid burden on our backs. You let men ride over our heads; we went through fire and water But you brought us to a place of abundance. Psalm 66:10-12   Verses like these never used to make sense [...]

Rainy Days and Flat Tires

Standing in the middle of the parking lot at 10:00pm with a flat tire did not feel very hopeful.  Especially since the said flat tire was completely my fault.  Who knew high curbs could literally pop your tire like a balloon? I stood there, a litany of blame and embarrassment whirling through my brain wondering [...]