He’s Everywhere

March 1st hit me hard.  I think I woke up with tears in my eyes that morning, and sometimes there is just no sugar coating.  I dug around my heart a little to find out if there were any layers to my tears.  Any underlying, deeper reasons for my crying...I couldn't find not a one. [...]

Test Results

I wish I could tell you I passed these days with stellar strength and poise.  That even in the middle of my fearful thoughts I stood up underneath and smashed them to the ground with unwavering faith.  I wish I could say all of that, but it wouldn't be true. I went down last week [...]

The Non-Decision

Its weird, I know its weird and TMI so I apologize in advance...but I know the date Gideon was conceived.  It was my birthday last year, August 3rd 2013.  Its another little kicker.  I haven't the foggiest clue the day, week, or hardly month my other children were conceived in.  But of course, because the [...]

10 Years

This week Dave and I are in California to celebrate our 10 Year Anniversary.  Our actual anniversary is October 14th, but to get away just the two of us we will take any time of the year! At milestones like this one it is crazy to look back and see how far we've come.  To [...]