As I sat there rocking him, tears poured down my face in buckets. Buckets. The question was rolling over and over again in my mind, "What is this love I feel?" I felt love deep. True. Connected. Not the "I just met you and you are sweet" type love. Not the "oh my heart breaks [...]
Ever have a grumpy day? No? Me neither. Ha, if only that were true right? What's worse is when you see another grumpy person and you are all like, "Sheesh, what is wrong with them? Like they have anything to be grumpy about. Where do they get off being sad/mad/tired/grumpy/stressed?" (insert judgmental face). Fast forward [...]
I used to rock my kids to bed at night and my love for them would grip me with fear. I had never loved that way before, it hurt, and it scared me that I could not control their future. Up and down in my mind I would concoct scenarios, and I would worry about [...]
Self awareness is a funny thing, right? Its something we see the need for so clearly in others around us, yet it seems to be difficult to peg ourselves down in certain ways. Why do I act "this" way? Why is this a choice I keep going back to? What in me lifts others up [...]
It has been WAY too long right? I mean I have been chomping at the bit to get back on here and tell you a million stories, share life with you again, and do a little God searching together. Its been an "interesting" past few months, to say the least. I've been book writing, madly [...]
No I am not pregnant, just wanted to get that out of the way right from the onset! No baby this time. Why do people keep asking me that? Just sayin. I really hardly have words today, as I sit here and share with you I am simply in awe of the news I am [...]
And then the day comes, when you are sitting on the water, waves gentle rolling, the sun giving you just the right amount of warmth and you realize, "God planned this all from the start didn't He? He planned it just this way." And He did a good job. Two years ago, wait...has it already [...]
